mlpartconfessions:

I’m not sure why, but every time I look at something that’s amazing that was made by someone really talented, I feel like crying. Because, well, it’s beautiful! I just feel horrible because I feel like I’ve let myself down and cannot reach the standard of others. People will tell you, “Oh, you’ll get there.” Or that my art is good. But, that’s what people have always told me. I just feel like I can’t do any better, no matter how hard I try. Or, that I’ll be alone on Tumblr forever. Never making a circle of friends and laughing with them, like the popular artists. If Azula, or Jitters, or Twizz, makes something so amazing, it just makes me cry-but smile at the same time. Maybe I’m just over-thinking though.
- Anonymous

"Never making a circle of friends and laughing with them, like the popular artists."
Uh
My friends come from my personality, not my art skill and popularity
Like, if I drew well but was a horrible person I would not have friends
But if I drew like shit and was a really social kind person, I would still have a big circle of friends because that’s what friendship is about
I’m also baffled by people assuming I only hang out with the people they see me interacting with on tumblr
Um, hello, there is a whole world outside of tumblr, friends can come from anywhere. I have friends from school, from conventions, from RP boards, from other friends, from other websites, from projects of various types… They aren’t exclusive to tumblr OR the art community
Ughhh.

mlpartconfessions:

I’m not sure why, but every time I look at something that’s amazing that was made by someone really talented, I feel like crying. Because, well, it’s beautiful! I just feel horrible because I feel like I’ve let myself down and cannot reach the standard of others. People will tell you, “Oh, you’ll get there.” Or that my art is good. But, that’s what people have always told me. I just feel like I can’t do any better, no matter how hard I try. Or, that I’ll be alone on Tumblr forever. Never making a circle of friends and laughing with them, like the popular artists. If Azula, or Jitters, or Twizz, makes something so amazing, it just makes me cry-but smile at the same time. Maybe I’m just over-thinking though.

- Anonymous

"Never making a circle of friends and laughing with them, like the popular artists."

Uh

My friends come from my personality, not my art skill and popularity

Like, if I drew well but was a horrible person I would not have friends

But if I drew like shit and was a really social kind person, I would still have a big circle of friends because that’s what friendship is about

I’m also baffled by people assuming I only hang out with the people they see me interacting with on tumblr

Um, hello, there is a whole world outside of tumblr, friends can come from anywhere. I have friends from school, from conventions, from RP boards, from other friends, from other websites, from projects of various types… They aren’t exclusive to tumblr OR the art community

Ughhh.

asker

ask-poison-joke asked: O.O Did I just saw my Lapiz in your video ?

Yep yep, since you donated a long time ago

I tried to make it as least violent as I could since you requested nothing gruesome

grunt noises


(sorry if I didn’t get the colors right :\ Anywoozies…)
Ruby: “Just drink’n my soda…”

Jeese mayfly calm down XD

(sorry if I didn’t get the colors right :\ Anywoozies…)

Ruby: “Just drink’n my soda…”

Jeese mayfly calm down XD


I made a Mayfly shrinkie =) (at least I tried)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA <3

I made a Mayfly shrinkie =) (at least I tried)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA <3

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Anonymous asked: Jitters does fish, he hides it very well. Both are drama queens, jitters being the more subtle one. No one really cares you are feeling shitty, you're just after "please feel better" like the other one. A minor difference but the same result.

jestre:

Then what’s the use of having a PERSONAL blog if you can’t say how you feel so ALL FRIENDS know? Even I would say “hey, I’m feeling like crap right now, but I will keep working the best I can on [x]” so people would know how things are, given emotions have taken a turn.

How about I put this in perspective, the fact you have no other reason to currently speak to me than to say “Jitters and Maia are attention whores” tells me you’re either seeking confirmation to boost your ego or you too are being an attention whore, even on Anon.

O snap

Point to Jestre

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themodcheckers asked: What about just saying "I feel like shit" and leaving it at that?

Well no because me saying “I feel like shit” is more of an ambiguous trap to get people to ask ‘why’ and assume I can’t take care of myself.

I like to assure that while I do feel like shit, I’m not looking for people to play ‘pick me up’ and that while words of encouragement are fine I’m not in desperate need of them.

There’s a huuuuge difference between

"I feel like shit, send me love"

and

"I feel like shit, gimme a sec to calm down."

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Anonymous asked: It's very funny to notice the hypocritical statements jitters throws out about attention whoring when he too does it himself on his "I'm so depressed and I am so sad" 'pity me' posts. Pot meet Kettle

jestre:

Here’s the difference: Jitters still makes understanding and realistic responses while not dragging on a sob story. He doesn’t go fishing for compliments.

lol

I don’t weigh my problems on everyone else and tell them to fix them

I say “Yo I’m feeling like shit, hold tight while I get my shit together, thanks”

That’s the difference.

Oh and I don’t insult myself.

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a-random-mod asked: Now you can reclaim the throne of feels god after birb took it.

this is gonna fuck with everyone hahahah

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a-random-ponys asked: So... scale 1-10 how screwed we are now? and perhaps 1-10 how hopeless we'll feel?

8 and 10

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spaceymage-thejester asked: hide your children, hide your wives, hide yourself, but most of all hide your feels, jitters writers block has cleared, gog help us all.

and let me tell you, when it clicked on

when I started writing

even I cried a little bit

you’re all doomed.

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the-whovian16 asked: Hey uh- Jitters? Got any thoughts on about Tardispony being in the Hospital? (Assuming you know about that anyway.)

I’d rather not talk about it because I’d rather not look like more of cynical asshole than I already do.

Suddenly my writer’s block disappeared

My full evil has been unleashed